MOVING ON : _______ / SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE;

2005-09-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

MOVING > www.dailyscoopers.blogspot.com

PLEASE RELINK(:
its me and sulin's blog there(:
LOVE<3

gotcha forgive and forget

2005-09-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

dawn;
gotcha forget the unhappy past
and forgive.
start afresh yeah.
with God's help lrh.

went for baptism interview
it was duper scary at first.
or so i thought lrh(:
i thought it wld be like a strict face-to-face interview.
but it wasnt.
had to repent my sins and bad habitual sins.
like being > lazy and copying homework.
then i had to do sth which really touched me.
i had to forgive the people who's hurt me.
well, there's only two.
one's a girl, one's a guy.
okay >< so yeah i've forgiven them for
hurting me. &i actually said that i really
want to have nth to do with the dood, so that
i can like really move on.
but i learnt, that forgiving is not about
sorta FORGIVING and then PURPOSELY dont have anything to do with the dood.
forgiving is to forget about THE unhappy past
which caused me to be hurt.
to forgive her/him for hurting me.
and i forgave.
i prayed to have a higher endurance level too.
so that i wont get hurt so easily too(:
so im gona forgive, and not pretend i dont know __
not gona ACT like we're friends.
cause if we're really friends, we shldnt even be acting.
just takes things easy lrh.
natural natural easy easy.
if things cant work out, its
God's will.
but all i know is that
God wants me to fogive and forget that unhappy past.
thats what a true christian shd do(:
im not gona move on, by purposely NOT BEING _'S FRN.
i gota move on, the right way.
we will and are friends.
it doesn't matter how much pl hurt me,
cause it's really how i handle them.
cause i cant expect things to always be laid out on the table
nice and easy for me.
i've always been leaning on others for support.
this time, i gota do things myself.
this whole big thing really affected me alot.
made me cry so many days,
wasting my tears too.
i wont say im silly actually.
i just cldnt understand why it was like that.
well, i do now.
and i really cannot just pretend that _'s doesn't exist.
i gota make do with the consequences, not pretend.
God will help me out(:
like what tessa said in her blog
'i've moved on from the past, but that does
not mean i've forgotten the past '
i've not forgtten the past, but
by forgiving, i'll not
grieve over the past(:
so yeah,
tessa ; try it out too(:

sulin, yeah comon man chill(!:
its not even confirmed.
sigh and dont worry you hve my no.1 assurance,
that if anyhting does change or happen,
outa everyone in spore, ill miss you the most
my no.1-most-missed-person.
gta do as mch sports as posi
in the hols alright.

if anything does happen,
im so gona miss hazel,sulin,joelynn,
annettte,dawn,tessa,sy,jerome,shaun,
christabels,dorcas,wenxi,luke,clemence
and so many people.
and although spencer always teases pl
24/7, i bet i'll miss his teasing.
ill miss darren as SKDD'S FUUTURE'S HRUMMPH.
ayyy.
ill miss twob,ill miss onec,ill miss raffles
ill miss 6a.ill miss joyce yap,rachel lin, gen,
izzz,angie,nat,wanzS,jen and all.
ill miss jacinth,viki,charlene,yenqin,mich,
jo ng,yen fang,mich wee and so many others.
OH MAN I LOVE MY FRIENDS(:
- I THINK ALOT OF PL DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABT
SO NVM -

LOVE/ SOPH
&ill make sure ill tell you things are okay.

what judgement

2005-09-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
AND I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
BUT AS YOU GIVE THE GRACE
WITH ALL THAT'S IN MY HEART
I WILL SING
I WILL PRAISE
EVEN IN MY DARKEST HOUR
THROUGH THE SORROW AND THE PAIN
I WILL SING
I WILL PRAISE
LIFE MY HANDS TO HONOUR YOU
BECAUSE YOUR WORD IS TRUE
I WILL SING.

LORD ITS HARD FOR ME TO SEE
ALL THE THOUGHTS AND PLANS YOU HAVE FOR ME
YES IT IS
BUT I WILL PUT MY TRUST IN YOU
KNOWING TAHT YOU DIED TO SET ME FREE

BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
AND I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
BUT AS YOU GIVE THE GRACE
WITH ALL THAT'S IN MY HEART

I WILL SING.

even in my darkest hour, i will sing.

IM MOVING ON!

2005-09-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

IM MOVING ON/
YEAH OKAY I'VE ACTUALLY MOVED ON(:
IT'S REALLY GREAT;
NO WORRIES FOR FRNS AND STUFF.
I REALLY LOOK BACK

LOOKING BACK AT HOW MUCH
TEARS I SHED FOR YOU,
I WAS REALLY SILLY.
I REALLY REGRET NOT REALISING IT EARLIER.
I REGRET WASTING MY TIME,
MY TEARS.
BUT IM GLAD I REALISED IT IN THE END.
I LOVE SPORTS EVEN MORE NOW.
CAUSE I LOST IT BEFORE
WHEN I WAS SAD;
SAD OVER YOU.
SAD OVER A FRIEND HUH.

REALLY THANK GOD FOR WHAT HE'S GIVEN.
ARGH! DAWN! YOU GOTA MOVE ON
I REALLY'LL PRAY FOR YOU OKY
MOVE MOVE MOVE ON ON ON!
ITS NO USE WAITING,
GUYS ARE LIKE THAT.
THEY'LL JUST HURT YOU OKY.
I MEAN, NO OFFENCE.
BUT YOU SHD GET BETTER PPL!
YOUR WORTH BETTER!
JUST LOVE GOD MAN,
CAUSE HE'S THE ROCKER
HE;S THE MAKER OF YOUR HEART.
JUST LOVE HIM,
ITS ENOUGH(:
GO GO MOVE MOVE ON ON !
EVEN TESSA'S MOVING ON!(:
YOU CAN DO IT
JIAAAA YOUUU!

right(: anw, im sorry, ive been capping on msn for the past four days. im waiting for pig to come online so we can study tgr.so slow, faster..! i want to study you know.
hahaha anywy just now was at dailyscoop. the guy waiter today seemd to be in a really bad mood.yeah,annette's younger bro is so cute. he sorta kept making annette irritated, with his actions. like trying to act as muscle man. but he's really very chubbly cute! hahahaha. the hazelnut milkshake was supersuper sweet.like liquid sugar!

i havan't even completed half of my homework!
hahaha tmrw going to church.
kinda scared, cause dind't go last week.
wonder what i missed in baptism class.
the day's drawing nearer!
october second(:

even if things are better,
i really hope things will work out
with God's help/
don't let me fall again please.

DONTLETME FALLAGAIN___

TIMES ARE GREAT, I THINK

2005-09-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY FRNS!(:
THEY ALL ROCK LRH, 'VE BEEN HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH THEM(:
LIKE URH.
HAZEL WHOS IN AUSTRALIA SO NVM. LOL
SULIN,JOELYNN,DAWN,
ANNETTE,WENXI,SYSY,
TESSA,JEROME,CHRISTABEL,
SO MANY PPL.HAHAHA(:

BUT YEAH, THEY REALLY ROCK.10 MORE DAYS TO MY ONE MONTH
OF WORST-DAY-OF-LIFE. SO LAME RIGHT.LOL.
BUT REALLY LEARNT HOW TO APPRECIATE LIFE,
AND 'VE SEEN MY REAL FRNS AND STUFF.
AND LIKE NOT GET SAD AND STUFF OVER LIKE, URHH, ONE FRN.
I'D RATHER LOSE ONE FRN THEN 10 FRNS RIGHT?
RIGHT.

ytd! was SUP{ERDUPEREWUPER fun.
okay,first i skipped study skills(: and i met sulin,
we were retarded.we bought this super uper hot ultra spicy tom yam, from some unknown company and 1L of strawberry yoghurt milk.hahaha, then we went to foodpark to eat.the tomyam was like ultra spicy hot. and my lips were burning.&sulin was just laughing
her head off.lol, it was super hot lrh.felt like i cld die of too much expansion and heat in my body.
okay then we wenta dailyscoop,and went swimming.
swam from 1.45-4.45, pro right. of course we bought snacks.and stopped in the middle!
we threw like ten cent coins inside,and ltr on we cldnt find ONE tencent!
and we continued finding it for like 15mins.hahahaha.

okay, so ltr i went to maths tuition, and a house was on fire.lol, so we all went
outa mrs kao's house to see how inefficient the firemen were. they took like
ultra long to get to the house and stuff.and the watehose was going at the wrong
direction!

super funny lrh.orh and indonesia was fun. i watched alot of cow and chicken. and they're like really rocking cute lrh!!!i updated my frnster profile too. its' like ultra long. sth like a life story. !!(:

everyone has problems, even me. but its like how we handle them lrh i guess.
so we shld like leave it up to God.
yup, so im leaving it up all to him.
just trust him

AND THINGS WONT GO WRONG/!(:
&
IM SO MOVING ON YEAHH YEAHH/
THNKS TO YOU,
NOW I GET,
I GET WHAT I WANT ;
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE.
YOU HAD A CHANCE,
YOU BLEW IT.

AGAINAGAINGAGAIN!
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE.
-
END.

we all have problems, but just <3+trust, &THINGS WILL BE FINE :D
&RMB, THINGS WILL BE FINE.

tchr's day

2005-08-31T11:53:00.000-07:00

tchr's day celebration was better then last year/
it wasn't that boring after all(:
but we had to squeeze like some can of sardin fish lrhh.
okay!so later 2b had friendly match with 2c.
they're like so goood lrh,
i bet they'll be the champions/
hahahaha then me,dorcas&nette went over to their primary schh
and played cap's ball.
then we had squirt fighht!
then we went to clementi KFC(:
i was like super hunggry lrhh.
we played cap's ball so muchh lrh.
hahaha then rushed to tuition/
and after tuition!..
we played basketball! at the basketball court.
with jonn,daryl,and his friend.
it was quite fun!/

ytd was SOOO ROCKING COOL!
me,annette,wenxi and christabel!
at first, we were erhh.
playing monkey,cap's ball,basketball.
and whatever ball lrh.
and chris treated me to a drinkk C(:
cause i shot ten hoops in,
in a row(:
then ltr the four of us had a REALLY BADD SQUIRT FIGHT.
we were drenched from HEADD TO TOOE!/
and we were laughing like SIAOOH!
people thought we were mad(:

it's been quite fun,
but i just added two blisters to my feet.
too much ball games already lrhh./

but there's still the little worry/
HEY HAZEL,I TREAT /// LIKE A FRIEND,
AND TALK NORMALLY AND STUFF.
BUT /// DOES NOT EVEN RESPOND.
/// DOES NOT REPLY MY SMSES TOO.
CAN YOU LIKE HELP ME ASK WHY.
CAUSE I JUST REALLY WNA US TO BE GOOD FRNS AGAIN.
/// HAS NOT EVEN TALKED TO ME.

OOKAY!(: tmrw's gona be a busy day!
sis just bought new nike rollerblades.
tomorrow monring gona skate
around sunset!(:
then will be going wenxi's house!
MOVIE MARATHONN!(:
she has like over a hundred and fifty, pirated movies!
i wna play BB!

SEND IT IN A LETTER/
MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER/
ITS NOT SO BAD/
YOUR JUST THE BEST I'VE EVER HADD/

twenty cans of success

2005-08-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

there's lots of cans.
infact! there's twenty cans of success.

but the best ICAN is this.
why should i say i can't
when the Bible says i can do
all things through Christ
who gives me strength?

twenty ICANS, twenty WHYS.
twenty WHENS, twenty ANSWERS(:

twenty cans of whys.

is it me?

2005-08-28T14:19:00.000-07:00

baptism class was nice ;
we got to share about our
life with God,
like our salvation story?
yeahhh.
erm, i've decided to mend back the pieces;
broken piecesas one(:
i mean,
erhh like to make things right?
but i don't know how to even start/
i've said sorry.
i've explained my story,
but i'm not sure what is really taking place.
you say' i don't know what happened to her'
while i say
i don't know what happened to him ;
coincidence?
so how?

your not trying at all
really sorry okay):
i mean im really sorry,
and im like really trying to talk to yrh
i mean ;
good friends right.
thats what you said toO!
yrerhh,
but it can't just be a one sided thing you know(:
yeahhh.
but just to let you know,
youuu were really a great good friend.
and always will be...

oCtobersecond!BAPTISM!

beautiful in the beholder

2005-08-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

i believe i can fly!(:
i know and i believe/
i'll trust in the lord.

exams are coming soon;
haven't even started studying,
let alone mugging.

class's okay, i guess.
there's quite afew silent 'wars' going on though/
abit weird. i think they should talk things out,
not like backstab,,
yearhs.
feel quite sad for tessa
cause of her heartbreak,
and how much she's going through.

i believe things are going to be better now,
i mean i trust lord,
he'll take everything into his hands right/
i believe(:
umm i won't be liking anyone for a really long time,
cause it isn't the right time.
as usual(((:
hahahahaha/ but yearh,
i just feel it isn't right and stuff now.

if anything's gona happen,
we're just gona be good friends.
at least i hope so(:
i'm sorry for the duper long msg though.

i hope me and dawn could talk more too/
hahahaha kinda excited for baptism classes.
they're actually quite cool!
but rather queit))):
i mean, and we have to ans questions and stuff
and like fill in two forms, write a testimony and stuff/
yearhs, but i love it.
i mean, baptism is to like die.
and be borned again,
but this time with the Holy Spirit/
how cool ehhs!

i totally love hazel,
thanks for always being there for me,
esp the past one month!
i mean this last month has been the worst
few periods of my life right.
and you were right there besides me,
although your so far away!
in australia/
but all those oversease calls
always made me better.
thanks so much dood(:

today, i've finally let go.
i mean you know the past few events that have been happening right/
i totally allowed it to affect me.
and got me sad so easily and stuff;
but it's gona be no more.
im going back to before,
happpy,cheerful(:and burn for GOD,ALWAYS=DD
i love lord(:

i totally cant wait for october the second,
i really wonder how the atmosphere is gona be that day.
my baptism day.
the day i receive the holy spirit in me!
i can't wait.

=DDD its your love that lifts me up

there's beauty in the breakdown

2005-08-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

i'm deleteing the other post. it's so sad! look, from today onwards, things are going to change!

its time to go to God

2005-08-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

it's been a week or so.well, we're just friends now.i don't know what God has in planned for me, but i'll trust him.
been kinda addicted to DH fics ; draco-hermionie. but yrh, not addict addicted type.
trying to put up a smile everyday/cause i don't wana be sad. i dislike being sad,crying and stuff.wna be happy.why should i be sad everything just cause of the same thing? hahaha.
me and dawn aren't that close anymore. quite sad, cause we don't talk in school anymore.cause it just seems that like,we've drifted.
actually, i pray God... that things will turn out better/

crying

2005-08-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

even in my darkest moment,
i'll trust in you.
i'll run after you.
your the one i want.
i trust you.

worst day.

ohmyhuaa

2005-08-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

ohhmyhuaa.im looking forward to hazel's reply.

PENANG

2005-08-15T00:14:00.000-07:00

hello.ive not studied for my chinese test man! so dead!!! cause i just came back from penang. yup, itw as great.brought back two nike shoes, adidas shoe bag, two watches, one handbag &stationaries for just a weekend!(: went swimming at PSC.yup, grammmmmaaa's swimming club!

PERSONAL DEDICATION TO DAWNNNEHHH : dawn arhhs, dont be sad already. omygosh, im like so happy now. i mean it doesnt matter to me at all. we're just frns anyway. so i shdnt even be avoiding him if not theres sth wrong what. so just talk! like normally! haa > you too. i mean you all can be frns. i BELIEVE > cause you gota believe YOU CN FLY. lol, and if you believe so, im PRETTY sure you'd believe you can patch things up. 'll pray for you oky. THNKS SO MUCH FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT YOUVE GIVEN ME, AND I"LL BE THERE FOR YOU TOO (((((:

things are like super cleared up now. i mean there wanst much to clear up. maybe it just seemed very complicated when it was jst so simple. FRIENDS ! thats it! i've finally seen this point AFTER HAZELS EMAIL. i mean if we're frns we shd be treating each other NORMALLY, not AVOIDING! so not we're talking! just like frns. actually, its oky if we're not good frns anymore. i really don't care at all.. heehehee.

HAZEL ROCKS < she and her WISDOM OF LIFE. hahahahahaa omman. she just emailed me about seaniipoos. this guy from aussie. he's converted to a christian!!! and reads the bible and all everyday. hehhh > back in our p sch yrs, he was like one of the few guys i knew, and we were like urh good frns.!?! lol. but they kept swearing and were like so pervertic.lol and stuff and were claimed to be' bad influences' so i deleted them))): but NOW HE"S A CHRISTIAN!! omygosh seanniPooso. lol i wonder how shane his brother is doing. maybe ill add him back and ask him HOWS LIFE. hahahaah < its kinda rocking cool erhs.

life's rocking cool now. and i realised nothing BIG is even gona ruin it, cause ive changed my view. i wont let myself get uptight over ONE TiniyninIYNy small thing and let it upset my whole entire day. cause it will mean i jsut wasted one day of my life. wow. hahahahaa <

oky, let me fail chinese test tmrw): hahahaha. BYEEE! PS: OOPS ITS TODAY ALREADY.12AM!

HELLO

2005-08-12T15:33:00.000-07:00

HAZELS RIGHT(:

hey sophia,

dun cry, it's not gonna help things and just be really strong becos you've got God livin' in ya...

chillax man..you don't have to think about whateva that <<<< dude thinks of the both of you.. if you don't like him then you don't.. it's what God thinks of you that really matters..

pray abt it ok? i'll be praying for you man

.. and!!.. TREAT <<<< NORMALLY.. talk to him normally... and if he likes <<<< then he does.. don't advise him to tell her or anything.. just leave him alone about the whole "liking" thing for a while.. but just like don't ignore him or not not talk to him...

just ignore all the teasing.. seriously.. ppl tease you only to see your reaction but if you don't react then they'll leave you alone..

<<<<< is so cool.. hehe..

at sch now.. i have presentation later on and i'm dead haha.. who cares..

yep.. have a nice time ok? life is not meant to be gloomy.. you're so much more blessed than other ppl and all you have to do is to fear God and keep his commandments..

yup i took out those parts. i think shes super right.
hazel YOU ROCK.
ill do EXACTLY what she says.

sickening you

2005-08-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

> they are my good friends
THEY ARE NOT INFLUENCES OR WHAT.
they are nice people oky.
&I LOVE THEM, CAUSE THEY"RE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.
&they know how to cheer ME UP.

> im not a roller coaster you know.
what?
after 8 days then okay already
then later on you loose your cool,
and everythings just WRONG ALL OVER AGAIN.
SO WHAT?!
this time its gona be another record breaking?
EIGHTEEN DAYS OR EIGHTY DAYS?
i don't find it fun or amusing at all.

PS NOT PLAZA SING!!! =DD

2005-08-09T20:00:00.000-07:00

im so happy! > if your happy ,you know it(x urhh. haa > anw i'm gna get my 4th PLANETSHAKERS CD!!! >Open up the gates! IM ULTRA HAPPY!

HI DAWN AND CHOO> IM SORRY I FELL ASLEEP. TKE CRE , DRINK LOTSA COFFEE AND I KNOW ULTRA'S A NICE WORD DAWN!

TKCRE'.
Orhh, a beautiful national day spore'

national day carnival

2005-08-08T20:06:00.000-07:00

well today for asembly we had to stand for half an hour, and miss lim wasnt pleased when the lower sec moaned when she was about to give the national day speech. anw, for the carnival me,annette,tessa&siewyi went tgr!we went to this ultra rocking cool room where we could find fairfield methodist on the screen. its this ultr cool thing lrh, whhere you can see the whole world and stuff, then you can zoom in! haa then we went to this place and saw some ppl that were standing on a very high ladder and it looked ultracool lrh! so we rushed to this urhh centre and answered questions in order to get the coupon but in the end, the tix were sold out! tessa had her face painted half in dark and light green!me,sy&annette jst took this flowery shape lrh.then me and sy rushed for the choir performane. it was ultra HOT lrh!OKY(: anw.we sang to a super small group of audience.then i took the mrt down to meet sulin.

we met at boonlay and went shopping around for sports thingehs,looking at other sch bags. our adidas bags rock(:. haa then we went arcade and i lost to her in the car racing game by SPLIT SECONDS! haa,then we played bishi bashi, a very fun but super lame game!!then we mrt back to clementi, and sulin realised she lost her squashracket& shoe bag.ultra tense man.
-YO DOOD ITS OKY,LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE,NOW YOUR MOM WILL BUY YOU A NEW SQUASH RACKET AND SHOE AND SHOEBAG C(:

---
i think im like super happy today!((((:
PLANNETSHAKERS!!!! <3333

REFLECTOR

2005-08-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

i wna be a reflector
i wna shine your glory
i wna let the whole world know that
your living in me ;
i wna burn with your fire
shine you light a lil brighter
i wna let the whole world know that
JESUS LIVES IN ME/

REFLECTOR PLANET SHAKERS

2005-08-06T20:32:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU,THANKS SO MUCH FOR PLANETSHAKER'S REFLECTOR CD! THNKS ALOT ALOT ALOT! I TOTALLY LOVE THE SONGS(:
watched charlie and the choc factory &the chocs looked good(x.

COME BREATHE/
COME BREATHE/
COME BREATHE YOUR BREATH
OF LIFE/

new school bag(:

2005-08-05T19:34:00.000-07:00

on tues, i went to queensway and bought my adidas school bag!it's lovely lrh.i really love it.(: hee, found out some' happenings' later and was really saddened.i cried and all. before that, i was at burger kings with annette,and we ate sooo much! haaa> pigs man.

i like the' wo ai ni ai zhe ni ' song now. > mice eat rice thingeh. haaa, i'm gona watch charlie and the chocolate factory tmrw! so excited(: today hwee eng asked me if i wnted to watch the maid , cause its like my wish to watch a horror show, although i obviously don't dare to =DD. then jerome, (( who was sitting next to her )) told me i'd cry and stuff & haaa, he even said he'd cry. i want to overcome my fear of all darkness and all.

friday > today was really a weird day for me. annette didn't come school again. during art sth weird just happened in me. but noone from our class noticed lrh. it's like we had to do colour-mixing? but the more i mixed, and the more i had to walk around to borrow paint, the more fustrated i got,and ended up getting angry.& i was just totally fustrated with what the situation was next.

anw,dad fetched me.went home, and prayed to God(: then everything was oky again! although we're like not on talking terms,nothing much i can do too. haaa > i mean its all up to God. but good frns always to me lrh. i don't even know what made it like this . nevermind, god will make a way <

hillsongs (( fop )) is like performing now. but my mom was like duper nice to actually ASK ME TO GO watch charlie and the choc factory , so i'm like not gona take her for granted and ask her to allow me to go fop. i mean, sonic fest was big enough for me already(: and i was pleased =DD

ilove you,please just take care of me.please do Father.

HAAAAAA.
DEPRATELY TRYING TO BE HAPPY/
ALTHOUGH IT HURTS EVERYTIME ;
GOD WILL MAKE A WAY.

SONIC FEST 2005!

2005-07-31T13:57:00.000-07:00

sonic fest was a big blast! on thurs, went there with annette and got PLANET SHAKER/S autogragh and had interview with them. then we watched some drama thingeh which was really very nice lrh. with 3 girls showing 3 dif scenarios in life. then we watched AND JUMPED with planetshakers , before heading home. bought some QT guides.

on friday, met sulin at kap and then counted how many ppl we met along the way.met lotsa fairsians, and met up with tessaa. had to escape from her aunty! haaa, jumped like siao with sulin. planetshakers + sonic flood = ULTIMATE SONIC FEST!(: but planetshakers' the best=DD. jumped and danced like siao. jerome wore some really nice outfit cause he thought it wld be air conditioned! arrrhs. yrh, then chris said he only jumped alil bit, while darren just stood there.haaa, i dind't see lrh > cause i dind't turn around but they saw and stuff.

DAWN HO> WE'RE OKY ALREADY. OKY ALREADY LRH, GOOD FRIENDS REMEMBER? HAAAS(: YOUR BLOG TAKES SO LONG TO LOAD LRHS!

rejoiced, renewed. the passion.

2005-07-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

i just watched the passion of the christ, again. and cried like mad. it is simply too touching. looking at the way how they treated him, stuffed the torns right into their head, and with the nails PIERCING into his skin right to the very end. i WATCHED that happen, and i couldn't even believe it.we all know God died for us, but how many of us even feels for him that he DID die for us. i was shaking when the soliders were about to pierce his other arm.satan totally is downright despicable.he's ugly and full of hatred.every single bad thing of men comes from him.he create chaos, every single dispute is created by him, and most of the time, we always let him win. he always gets his way. he sucks, totally. but so many of us fall into his trap, even me sometimes. in the movie, he was screaming with horror when Jesus died, because all the temples and the whole earth was just shaken and broken apart. people realised the impact of Jesus death and all. everytime im gona drift from him, im gona rememeber what he did for me. or i'll just watch the whole thing again.

' could i ever thank him for what he did at calvary '

actually i turned to watching the movie because i felt i could feel him watching what he went through just for us, just for me! i don't want to sin anymore, i really dont. but everyone sins and it's just so hard sometimes. but i promise i'll try. i'm not perfect at all lrh. everyone thinks i don't have relationship problems to handle, because they all know i don't wna go into one. but seriously, i can't continue forcing myself everytime not to like someone. it's been like this for so long already, i cannot keep playing with my OWN feelings.i've been praying so much, whether i should really COMPLETELY let go or not, because if i even dangle on ONE STRAND of hope, i'll just fall deeper inside. i want to be more matured, know whats best for me.i know God's asking me to wait. i know that, please help me God.

taa.

flu + choir

2005-07-23T20:10:00.000-07:00

been having a cough,flu and sorethroat.b ut it's muche better today. many choir practises these few days, plus all the workshops. monday's the day.' ll be performing at esplanade. sonic fest is next week! so can't wait. renew our lives jesus.

there ain't much to say

2005-07-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

hi. hahaha actually i have so many things to talk about. sometimes i wonder whats the point of blogging when its suppose to be my journal. so i write things out in my diary but it isn't enough. and i can't say things out on my blog! hahaahha, so this blog can't be used to spill out all my troubles. whatever troubles i have now, no one knows. only me and him(: i;ve been writing letters to him daily, and now im even blogging to him. god is great, only he enlightens me from all worries. i love him so much.and im so glad that no one knows about the blog i share with him.

i loveee you so much.

always& forever

2005-07-16T12:37:00.000-07:00

aaaarh, the days have been alright. feel so sad for class guys. those at GO everyday and for the whole of next week. just praying everything will be alright.God will guide me(: aaaarh, i don't know how im going to get out of leaders and learners conference to go sonic fest. and plus, the choir's suppose to be performing so yeah, i don't know, but i WILL be going sonic fest.

choir seems to be a daily thing already! haaa around 3-4 practises a week now, but it's oky. i love marcia & kaunag ya cheee (sp) don't know how to spell it out lrh. i will follow him is really cool to. i wonder how we're gona be swaying right to left with high heels in esplanade . i wonder how many ppl will be there man! imagine! haa. it's like going to be the biggst concert that fairfield choir will be perfoming in! we had school audi, victoria concert hall& syf, but the word ESPLANADE is already so grand and all. and tickets were only at 3 dollars! sooo worth it! but it's all sold out now. so can't wait to perform, and skip 3 days lessons =DD. haaaa tests coming up ehh.

God, i pray that everything will just be oky. take away those uneasy feelings i have in me, Amen.

taaaa

running after you < burning like a fire

2005-07-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

that's the cell picture that we took last sunday(: so sweet, really nice lrh.
anyway, it's been kinda a good week so far, and annette's joined my maths tuition class. woooah, and i received twenty eight dollars from my maths tuition teacher for recommending her. so cool!(: and i've been so totally crazy over daily scoop's strawbery milkshake. i've been buying it EVERY SINGLE DAY. ytd i even bought two! =D

school's oky. maths test wasn't that hard after all. i think this will be the first maths test that i can actually score well in. lol, i will so NOT be going for leaders and learners' conference on the 30th of july, ( choir supposed to perform for service and night )because of sonic fest . i really CANNOT miss sonic fest cause it's the only thing i've been looking forward to. i've promised to forgo all other outings just to go for this 3 days festival! not going on thurs though, cause there's sch on fri. but fri's from 6-11pm, and sat's from ELEVEN AM TO ELEVEN PM! i so can't wait!

been communicating with hazel through emails. long emails too! she seems to be someone i can really relate alot of things too. actually its quite natural, since she's my best friend. but it's been so long already. and we still keep in touch, though the distance from aus and spore is really really far. > learnt so many things from her. one is to not let small things just take control of my whole life. don't just let ONE small thing ruin my whole day. i shdn't be so sensitive right! and there are like so many big problems in the ocean just waiting for us, and if i really wna be closer to God, i must anticipate those problems and learn to overcome them. not to just keep crying and praying to GOD everytime. yrh, going to GOD helps, but i should get out of my shell and strengthen up! because GOD'S IN ME. i don't wna be afraid of this and that anymore. id on't want my worries to control my emotions, my life. i just want to live, knowing God is taking good care of my life and that all worries should be give to him . that's really my aim now, to not let my emotions carry me, but let GOD carry me. i don't want to be afriad anymore.

all that i want -
TAAAA

church service.

2005-07-10T15:45:00.000-07:00

replying tags first (:
gerald > HEY. haaa i've been asking your sis to come church too. lols, how did you get here.
jp > HELLO.
sammi > yeah! the 3'jiemeis' forever. lols, i cn't even hear my own song, cause of my browser.
dorcas > oh yrh! i forgot to link you! haaa , i go tag you now c(:
dawn> it's oky! are you going for sonic fest? who your going with ( if you are ). i soo can't wait!
fanglin; HII, you just came today! but i didn't get to talk to you. are you coming back?

sermon was great.pastor daniel always seems to have alot to share. and it's always very funny, not like the others. it's just unique. and all the cracking of jokes. he's leaving to some other church. 'll miss him! it was quite a moving service today. we were asked to stand if we wanted to fear the LORD again, and seemed that everyone's heart was touched today. worship was great too! all the drums and electric guitar! rocked! felt really touched(:

hazel left after worship. how sad, sigh. i went to sleepover at her house ytd at 9+ and we went to visit gis. then we met nat and talked for like halfanhour, taking pictures in the lift?! haaa.then we watched DOLHPIN'S BAY, and went for a walk at ONE AM till near to 3. fell asleep at 3.30am(:

your'e all i want.
help me

second week of school, round up.

2005-07-09T15:02:00.000-07:00

it's been full of ups and downs. i was suppose to be very happy this week, all cause of my planet shakers(: i so totally LOVE planet shakers! it just seems that my friends are meeting problems, and i'm being dragged down by their mood. all things are lived and done for GOD, i can't wait for baptism class to start. it's this month! finally. but i'm not sure of the EXACT date. adele's going with me (: can't wait for sonic fest too. bringing sulin along! then we'll be able to catch up lots & stuff.

*monday; youth day.
annette came to my house, and we went to daily scoop/ it was quite fun doing work and all. and when we were abt to take a walk in the park, leon&luke came skateboarding round the corner.

we've been passing letters recently. dind't know we cld be quite close and trust each other with things, although we only seem to play around at sch! i can actually open up alot to her. vice versa too.

selfish,no more please.

wrecking the rooms!

2005-07-03T20:06:00.000-07:00

* i forgot to add that i wrecked my room today and i realise i've alot of clothes i've never seen before. it's quite cool! and my room's actcually quite neat now =DDD

taa

six a's reunion &church touches heart.

2005-07-03T19:50:00.000-07:00

I LOVE PLANET SHAKERS

saturday

after sports finals, cabbed to hollandV for sixa's reunion. jacinth is soooo cute lrh, and she hasn't grown at all! there was vik with her long hair, that was new. then we made this salt+pepper+coookie drink and i nearly spat it out. bussed to plaza sing, and we split to watch initial D and batman begins. joyce went to lido. ng went home. hazel and i bought two regular sweet and salty popcorn, and we spilled like 1 quarts of the whole thing during the cine. haaa we were sitting first row! neck was like soo straineous. oky then later met up with jacinth and dinnerer wth her family. the fish&chips i ate was OVERLY crispy lrh, can't stand it siah. i dind't eat finish. haa(((: then we went shopping! thenn we spent like 1 hr rumaging through this sports stall. me and jacinth were mad. we cldnt put this bag into the compartment which was very high, so we jumped to throw it, and it just fell. so we just hid it and walked away!!! haaa. oky reached home near to ten and fell asleep.

sundaayayay
went for worship. today huan ying(sp?) was speaking. yrh, about conventing christianity or sth. haaa not sure of the word. oooky but what he said reflected on me alot yeah.then cell was based on that too. it was QUITE nice today, and hazel&i went jumbo. i bought cup noodles?!?! that was so, so, so, random sia. haaa and i bought a milo from the drink stall just to get the hot water from them. haaaa.

TAAA(:

everything's changed

2005-07-01T15:19:00.000-07:00

i love planet shakers. every song of their songs.
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE'S CHANGED!!! < everything's changed! haaaa.
i love planet shakers. school's started, and everything IS going to change c(:
i'm going to make it there. i don't care. BYE!!!

TAA

cell outing <

2005-06-26T19:27:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning at EIGHT THIRTY <
thanks to HAZEL YEO AI QIN'S MORNING CALL. haaaa (: then rushed to meet her and then we went for worship. Pastor Daniel was so funny lrh! i've not been hearing from him, but he's able to communicate with us so easily! and he's just really very funny. there was a part when he said out of no where 'wait, why am i saying this' haa. oky, then me and hazel went to JUMBO and bought waffles,mammees,potato chips& uerh went back. then we went for cluster before going to eat lunch at JUMBO < lol. hazel went to her grannys, and then the rest of us cabbed down to cine, and watched ALOT LIKE LOVE , or isit sth else? i roughly remember the title. it should be rated NC16 man, lol. still remember the phrase ''don't , you'll ruin the moment . LOL < but it was quite cool but super unrealistic lrh. oky then we went to watch the teenage icon finalists for awhile, and had abit of hide-and-seek game with this friend of ours. LOL< then me & the wanz took mrt back home, and here i am > with INCOMPLETED HOMEWORK ! INCOMPLETE as in, chinese book reviews, chinese letter writing, english bookreviews, maths w.s and a half finished project. i'm so sleeping early tonight!

TAAA(:
;can't believe one month's over sooo fast! )) :

JESUS LIVES IN ME

2005-06-26T00:40:00.000-07:00

IT'S YOU I LIVE FOR EVERYDAY <
EVERYDAY ITS YOU LIVE I FOR! < <

haaaa. it's gona be july soon, and baptism class will start for the youth. i wonder exactly when will they give the details, and since i don't really attend the worship, i wont' really know when. haaa, can't wait for it to start. laaaa > the party was fun. played lots of games& drank. there was all sorta different ball games& all. quite fun(:

taaa(:

CHOIR!

2005-06-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

went for choir today, it was quite fun, and for the first time since syf, time seemed to past by SUPER fast(: anw, then went to Heegandas or whatever lol. then went to meet sulin to cut my hair.then we went to dailyscoop!& to the basketball. yup that's about it.

i'm running after you > GOD.
i really pray i will not drift from you AT ALL.
your the most important to me.

> HI DAWN!

cluster retreat 2005

2005-06-22T21:56:00.000-07:00

cluster was fulled of many things, but the activities and worshippings were great(:

i love 6a!

2005-06-18T11:33:00.000-07:00

HEY(: i finally did work last night. did three, THREE, concept maps. but i did it with care.haaa, stayed up till 1plusam, and talked to sulin on the phone. ytd, we didn't even communicate at all! rarhh, it's so weird when we don't! LOL, it's so cool being good friends. anw, can't wait for cluster retreat AGAIN, and all the baptism classes, cause i really just can't wait. YOU are just used as satan's bait but i/we won't fall for you.'ll live like christians, how GOD wants us to be like. ; hahaha, if you didn't understand it's oky. cause it isn't really meant to be understood. i believe i'm doing the right thing. i won't fall for her trap anymore c(: love 6a lots, and i can't wait for our second gathering. love all the piggy backings,arm wrestlings, sneaking out of classes& all. &wwe sure did work hard as ONE CLASS for our psle. we really really did, and we played hard TOGETHER. there is still such bond between us that noone can explain. i mean, it's been two years and we're still having gatherings! although we all go separate ways, i'm sure to say we're still AS ONE deep down& i'm loving it < LOL. sounds like the macdonald's tune. sigh > i love every 6aa'an! i wish i didnd't slack when i came to fairfield > so here's the chance for me to buck up, NOW NOW NOW! haha, i really do. i really want to go there . like joyce said, MUG HARD.anw, JOYCE,HAVE YOU GOT THE REFERAL LETTER FROM RAFFLES? IF YOU HAVEN'T, I WNA GO WITH YOU C(: . yup, oky must mug/& do my work before i'm going for alto's bbq later. YAY(:. taaaa!

RETARDED PEOPLE c(:

2005-06-17T12:39:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY!(:
i changed blogskin after a ZILLION years. oh yrh.haaa, woke up at like 9am today! < and i slept at 1.30 plus am.was chit chatting on the phone from twelve am, cause some RETARDED person called me!RETARDED. what a time to call lrh.
haaaha but it was nice. woah, anyway was looking back at my past archives &i realised i've changed alot in my writing style.amazing huh!last time i LOVEED! writing lol as lolx'&things such as' oookies, muarhh, thanks you'woah man, what was with all the broken english.> haaa, i so totally agree with JOYCE YAP! with all those broken slangRAR! i can't wait for cluster retreat. really can't wait < i wonder how fun it'll be.& i wonder who's group i'll be in!i want to be with joyce yap& all, or my teeco friend, gen. actcually, anyone in my cell wld do.cause all are GREAT PEOPLE!(:anw, it's always fun talking on the phone at night. cause it's like boring just to go to sleep everyday without talking to anyone right?(:

taaa.

CAMP & FRIENDS.

2005-06-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

SIGH!
i dind't get to go for choir camp.
ohwell, anw.
I'M GOING FOR CHURCH RETREAT(:
LAAA >
so when all my friends wre at CHOIR,
i was at home sleeeeping.
from like 10am? till 4pm.
and i woke at 8am.
slept at 1am.
so ALTOGETHER IT WAS A
13 hours sleep.
YRH lrh, pig.
anw, I LOVE all my good friends!
every single one of them.
LAAAA.
thanks for all the help ytd!
to you ALL!

--
tAAA!

CAMPS &ALL.

2005-06-15T19:30:00.000-07:00

tmrw is choir camp!
but not really excited.
i'm super excited for CHURCH RETREAT(:
anw.
soo tired today.
slept at like two thirty 2.30 am
after talking on the phone from 11.30 to 2.30.
then woke up at 8, and went to meet bel
@ macdonalds.
then we cabbed to school for choir,
& later had our sec2 practise.
siewyi &i were MAD.
HAAAHAA.
then we headed down to annette's house
for project,
which we accomplished nothing at all.
NOTHING.
then annette went to dailyscoop with me.
& i'm home now!(:

TAAAA

OUR MIXED ENDING.

2005-06-14T17:53:00.000-07:00

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

mixed emotions(:
sometimes i always feel uneasy about NOTHING.
but deep down, there's act. sth! bugging me
DEEP DEEP DOWN DOWN IN MY HEART(:
--

i feel so sad for annette.
she seeems so sad about her troubles.
her family, friends, relatonship.
i think if it was me,
i wouldn't even be able to handle it?
and i always cry over such lil things.
compared to her?
she's much stronger.

there's a source of happiness that's being drained from me.
it's that stupid uneasy feeling.
which i really want it to go away.
pray pray pray.

--
anw, took afew neos today.
learned the farewell song for the sec4s.
it was tiring after the many hours of singing.
choir was O-KY.
the songs are QUITE nice to sing,
but the atmosphere's quite boring?
hahaha.
no competitve spirit ;

--
i can audio! i can audio! haha.
LAME(:

even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the dark that fills my mind,
I SOME HOW FIND
YOU& I COLLIDE (:

HOWIE DAY - COLLIDE!

--
can't wait for classes to start.
not school classes.
THE OTHER ONE.
hahaa

TAAA.

THE BLUR SOTONGS ((:

2005-06-13T21:06:00.000-07:00

went out with sulin today!
her grandad's driver fetched me
and we headed down to PARAGON(:
to buy my , erh, stuff? haha(:
IMPORTANT THINGS.
then we went to heeeeeeren!
and took neoprints!
the sofa one.
and met the netballers.
then we went to cine leisure
and went to long johns silver.
then we were discussing whether we shld get
flip flops.
& i was telling her i wanted flipflops like joyce yap!
and when we turned ard
TADAA.
joyce yap was there!
so we took neoprints with her.
then took two separate ones by ourselves
after she left.
so we took neoprints 4 times today!
WAHHAHA. first time going out with sulin!
and we wrote like lyrics?
on the neos(:
which are kinda nice!
LAAAAAA.

happydappy day!
TAAAA

CELL.

2005-06-12T16:04:00.000-07:00

HILARIOUS &CELEBRITY LOOK-OUT!

today's cell was superb!
after cell, we headed down to
HOLLAND V - for the Thai Express.
then we were talking about
the holland v show,
with all the cast jingjing wanwan& etc.
when suddenly,
joyce spooted DENNIS from eye for a guy.
i was like
' erh, who's dennis?'
then when i turned ar'd, i realised
it was THAT dennis.
and we all screamed.
and we waved like crazy lunatics
who had never seen a celebrity before. haha.
then she waved to us(((:
so sweet lrh!
then we wanted to take photo with her!
but her MANAGER closed the curtains
in the bus):

BEFORE THAT.
when we were walking down the stairs,
we passed this man who was talking on the phone.
' erm, yrh its at nanyang '
and when i turned!
it was a guy from CHANNEL U!
some actor from channel8 last time.
--
from then, we kept for a lookout
on celebrities!
and everyone today looked and dressed
so CELEBRITI-SH. (sp?)
we THOUGHT we saw patricia mok& rui en.
our eyes were playing tricks on us,
of course.
-
lunch was crazy!
we talked about kairen's washingboard body.
HAHAHA. some square thingeh going on.
& we came to the topic of hamsters and how
THEY MATED.
yrh.crazy bunch/

hahahah then we were talking about some racial discriminate
thing, and there was this malay waiter next to us!
hahaha.((:
. everyone called me' xiao hei ' today.
cause i was black?
aftereffects of sunburning.
woarhahrhrh.

it was soooo FUN(: and everyone
was on the lookout for celebrities =DD

--
TAAAA(:
sorry for yesterday):
I LOVE MY CELL TOO, JOYCE.hahahaha

SULLLINNN (:

2005-06-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

hahahaha(:
i met sulin just not long ago!
we went to daily-scoooop!
--
she told me she's most probaly moving.
sheesh): really sad.
but oh well, she will still come and play
every sat.
RIGHT?(:

THANKS SO MUCH
FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU
BOUGHT YRH!(:

necklace,perfume,keychain,wrist band(:
and all are in pairs!

--

I LOVE YOU GOD.
-i only live for you
& you only.

HAPPINESS

2005-06-11T13:52:00.000-07:00

forgetting the rest -

I'M SOOO HAPPY
& EXCITED (Sulin's coming back)
TAAA!

MIXED

2005-06-11T13:47:00.000-07:00

mixed emotions.
empty my confusions

give me a path i'll follow,
I KNOW I'M ON THE CORRECT ONE(:

TAAAA(:

collide

2005-06-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

even the best falls down sometimes,
even the wrong words seems to rhyme,
out of the doubt that fills my mind,
i somehow find you& i collide.

--
bought a new swimming costume ytd,
with many others.

SULIN'S COMING BACK TODAY(:
CAN'T WAIT FOR HER TO COME BACK.
MISS HER SOOOO MUCH.

rarr! she'll see my burnt skin(xxxx
hope she hasn't turned into little SNOW-WHITE!(:

--
tmrw's going to be at KTV with the cell =DD

taaa!

SENTOSA

2005-06-10T18:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the alto's clique outing @sentosa!
met sihui,soph lu& siewyi IN the mrt!
hahaha then we played ball games in the mrt.
later me and siewyi went mad!
we were passing the netball to each other
and everyone was like staring as us!
then we saw this spin-around thingeh.
and we paid two bucks to sit on it
and get spinned around for 5 mins!
hahaha then when we reached sentosa's beach
we IMMEDIATELY went into the water!
and later we went to some jetty,
and lied there to suntan!(x
then we played ard the water
and reached the 4m mark!
it was soooo deep &tiring!
and when we reached there, all was there was
just FUNGUS!
woarhh. then we swam back
; apparently tired.
then i played with joy ball!
it was soooo fun, but my feet was BURNING.
it was really hot.
and then we all just lay on the sand,
and me and sihui sang songs!
then we took alot of retarded pictures!(:
and we posed and just took alot alot alot of pictures!
they're all at friendster. it's just rocking cool lrh.
oky it was a SUPER fun and tiring day.
and ME,SIHUI,SIEWYI and JOY got sunburnt!!!
REALLY REALLY BADLY.
lois and mabel and soph lu got suntan!(:
hahahahhhha.
my face hurts, lots!

REALLY LOVED IT +DD

retarded bus scene =D

2005-06-03T17:05:00.000-07:00

RETARDED.

yesterday, met bel at clementi at like 9=D
i was late.
hahaha, so after eating macdonalds,
we went walking ar'd.
and then we stayed in some shop for halfanhr,
deciding which pair of earrings we shd get the same.
in the end, we bought a pair of cross-earrings each,
and one pair od dog earring.
she'd wear the left side.
i'd wear the right side.
then we rushed for the sec2 practise;
of course we were late.
according to the altos,
the HOT BABE WAS TEACHING =/
she's not that bad actcually lrh.
oky, then practise ended at eleven,
and choir was starting at one.
so bel and i decided to bus down to orchard,heeren
to take neoprint.
HILARIOUS.
we reached at eleven forty.
then we realised we were twenty-cents short
to take the neoprint machine!
the unlimited one;
so here's the CRAZY part lrh.
we borrowd twenty-cents from this miss.
really nervous lrh!
then we took the neoprints,
& for the first time,
we really took our OWN SWEET TIME
to decorate,
since it was unlimited =DD
then there were afew girls waiting for us.
they were like' faster lrh'
haha, then when we were done decorating,
it was TWELVE TWENTY FIVE.
we panicked!
so we rushed to the bus-stop,
and apprently, we rushed for the wrong bus-stop.
when we reaslied, we quickly crossed to the other bus stop.
but my shoe came out!
; too loose.
so we were late for choir.
one thirteen.
-

saving my world with you,
there's nothing better.
i want to show you
what you mean to me GOD ;
i give you my whole life
-always& forever.

TODAY=D
went to the library,
i was singing so loudly,
i hardly noticed.
since the music was blasting =/

TATA.
-always& forever

SAME SCENE DAILY.

2005-06-02T21:11:00.000-07:00

I love it, i can't wait.
I've been depiciting that scene daily.
everyday of my life.
every night.
I'm ready for you___

___GOD ;

LOVE YOU ALWAYS& FOREVER

SWIMMING

2005-06-01T16:41:00.000-07:00

just came back from swimming not long ago.
we swam for two hrs!
from two to four =/
it was really hot, and we sun-tanned(:
really got tanner, arhs!

been reading other ppl's blogs.
seems like lots of ppl are working hard now.
i better start working hard too,
before its too late.
i think i really have to buck up,
seriously.

this holiday will have to become an enrichment mth for me!
rhs, but i don't mind if i can
achieve my expected grades
-
&be a step closer to my dream<

LOVE.

studdying[:

2005-06-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY.
was late for sec2's choir practise;
heard the babe was teaching.
so sad, i missed it=/

anyway, our choir's so weak now!
can't believe how we're going to enter choral festival!
then later went to study.
i've completed my english homework and part of my maths h/w(:
planning to finish ALL by friday(:

TODAY!
going swimming in ab't half an hour with sulin.
prob gona be very hot, since it's like 1plus to 3?
then i'll be tannER& will come home and take a nice rest(:

HELLO JUNE___

sports and all.

2005-05-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

On friday, went for mtp(meet the parents),hahas, it was quite okay. Mrs yeo said i did okay, and could excel in lit.blarh, and my mom asked if i gave trouble. haha, i did not (: then we went to see lit teacher, he said i did quite well larhs. then maths, mr ganesan said that i pay attention, but does not seem to grasp the concept, and stuff.heh!haha, he's really nice one larh, then science teacher woah.okays, nevermind larh.then later went to watch monster-in-law. hahas, funny larh. saturday, went swimming with sulin at like nine plus, then went for cell for like 2 and a half hours. we went to jumbo for dinner later.talked nonsense larh! okay,then i fell asleep. today was mum's birthday. went to church' family service.then we went salut, italian/french restaurant, not really sure which(: then went swimming for two hours. we did SEVENTY five laps altogether. cool ehs(: me and sulin, then we went bb court and daily-scoop. that's about it larh. luckily holidays aren't that boring with all those sports. wonder if i should go bugis with sulin and friends tmw. arhhs=/

SWIMMING

2005-05-25T21:19:00.000-07:00

today was so coool larh.when i came back from tuition,i went swimming with sulin! swam 10 laps at a go.altogether, we swan around fifteen laps giving another fake address to go inside the condominium:D before that, in school played catching for awhile.my arm's broken!haha,joking.just hurt.
HAPPY BDAY DAWN

ICESKATING

2005-05-23T20:48:00.000-07:00

OKAY SO I WILL BE RIPPING OFF CERTAIN PARTS OF CLEMENCE BLOG ENTRY.STARTING FROM NOW..
then last night me sophia luke and annettee were like having a conference through the night.. wow. then my mum scold me for using my handphone. then i used my house phone later.haha.its so fun to talk about rubbish. hahahahaha.i think we talked for 5 hrs or so. at least it seemed like that. then someone was like COPYING ME.

OKAY THAT WAS ME. BUT I WASNT COPYING HIMM LAAAAA. AND YEAH
i was like.Wan TO FIGHT ARH. ttheeeen she copy.. so frustrating. lOl. then luke keep playing music. LOL. fight la.. today nvr fight.. lol. then was like. 2 plus then sleep. LOL. we were spoed to meet at 12.01 AND 59 seconds. thenn. we were late. hahaha cos luke wanted to bathe. LOL! then we go theree. then we were like.. skateboarding in the entertainment centre.. LOL. then anette was late so we decided to go to the arcade first. SO FUN. haha sophia dunno how to play fightning games but she wan to play then she only know how to anyhow press hahahaha.
BUT I STILL WON OKKK.. YEAH I MEAN I EVEN WON LUKE.. WHICH IS LIKE.. HAHAHA.. JKJK. then luke was like playing this spastic dj game. LOL hahaha. and i played tennis.. so fun la.. last me for quite awhile. just one token..i had like.. 9 duces lol. nvm hahh. then then i played ice hockey with luke. hahaha so fun but i think i lost in the end cos the machine dunno how to take down my scores. loL~! then we play assassin something. gay game. lol! then we went.. to.. err.. PIZZA hut. lalala. then we bought pathetic amounts of food. but its oKAY. lalala. then soph was like smothering her teddy called.. pinky or something lol. then luke said she was aggressive LOL.
THAT IS SO SIAOO LAA.I WASNT YEAHH CLEMENCE ALWAYS LIKES TO EXAGGERATE!! HAHA hahhaha anw we had pizza. and pepsi. n luke bought this cool err drink. which was 6 dollars. lol. then we went.. UGGGHHH. ICE SKATING. i wasnt to optimisticcccc. about it. cos i was like the only one who dunno how to skate.. then i fall down.. like dunno how many times. AND then soo tycoo.. we met.. many ppl there. i was like.. AIWEE?! then the rest started coming in.. like rachel, laura,rophi, i dun know if there was anymore.. lol aaaaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. then they were very nice they help me. unlike LUKE. pangsai me. then soph and annette oso dissapeaaar.
YUP WE DIN DISAPPEAR. i went myself act.then it was really cool. i went round n round.. kinda nice..then ill continue.. we went to the arcade and played the BISH BISH game! which is SOOOO lame larhh. i mean we were making ALOT ALOT of noise!!

then we were like wad to do nowww.then we left la.. then we went first floor.. then sophia was playing with the board.. then. twist. twist . twist. twist. BOOM. LOL. she trip on the advertisement thing. haha then super loud. then even ppl who were walking stopped. JUST to look.LOL. hahahhahaha.IT WAS SUPER EMBRRARsing la.. serious alot of ppl saw... argh ALOT ALOT ALOT.everyone TURNED..
i was like laughing my ass off . hahaha. then sit there do nothing.. thenn luke went to skate la.. then cope my board.. :( lol. then soph went to buy drink. then i went to wait laa. then i saw laura they all at kfc. i was wondering who was calling me.. lol. then sophia came out. then we found out annette was missing. haha. then we went arcade to find her. hahaha then something very spastic happened. LOL. THE spastic thing is..that clemence saw this girl doing the parrar parra and he said that she was conducting an ochestra too fast..haha
but i wont say it here hahaha. then we went in la. then since anette was playing parapara we had to find something to do.. lol. got ppl playing ice hockey. then we went to play this fightning game. AGAIN. lol. spastic. then we played the racing gaaaame. the speakers were like.. at the seat.. lol. so loud la. then she keep crashing into stuff. lol. anyway i went to play time crisis after that.. which i totally pwned. cos its like so old. lol! then we played bishi bashi. its this stupid lame game where you keep jamming buttons like a retarded person. lol. anyway. I Won. Duh.. expected.. lol. 14wins la.. lol..you only 10. aiyahh ill practise one .
lol. hahha. anyway its was fun la.. then we went to blk 189 to meet luke and to "skate". quite boring la. lol but skating in the morning was fun.. lol. haha. then we went opposite to buy drinks.. then i treat them.. i so nice right.. hahaha then i lead them to the mrt la.. its like totally not on the way.. lol but then i skate home from the mrt .. lol. took me awhile cos got drains.. lol. okay. maybr later got conference agaiin.. lol see

YUP THE BOLD WORDS WERE FROM CLEMENCE'S BLOG..hahaha.tahts why its so meessy!

EXAMS AND RESULTS.

2005-05-20T13:52:00.000-07:00

the past week i've been busy going to my friends house for project! Lit presentation.WOAH(: It was so fun, i've never laughed so much before.really enjoyed myself,although alota people cried that week,that day:DD.Yeah when we were revising for exams,had conference.so cool.i've a dream,yarh.Australia,dream house,beach,thats so cool!hey!and roomate too!hahaha,so cool larh.i cant' wait to go austrlia.i really cant wait.we both gota work hard to go there okay!hahahaha:).yeah anyway,exam was quite weird larh.i studied alot for history.and not really for dnt.history results were SURPRISING.i think 3 QUATER of my class FAILED the history exam.yeah results were so suprising.alot of people failed!i had a fifty eight.crazy larh, don't know what happened!alot of people were like complaining larh.even amanda,who's like really hardworking.yarh,but kinda disappointed.but told mom,she said not to worry cause alot of people failed(: hahaha.i have to work hard,have to.dream motivates me.maybe next year there's still hope for a change.YARHS.

HEY DON'T GO NUS DOOD.acacac.

1c gathering! west coast(:

2005-05-09T15:27:00.000-07:00

HAHA.REALLY happy today! can ask ANNETTE! to vouch for that.okay,1c gathering.met at clemenennenenenti mrt station.then later took cab!SO FUN!we played the pyramid thingy,and everyone went up.took alot of retarded pictures laa!then we did the mini flyging fox.then i stood on the thing, and shu mei pushed me so fast and i screamed like SIAO because my hands wre really oily thanks to the TANNING oil thing LA!hahahaha.the effect was so big that i got pushed back to the start.hahahaha=/.YEAH then we did this spinning thing where you hold the bar and it will just spin you round and round.then we all climbed up onto a monkeybar!and it was really cool la.everyone..except afew(: then we took alot ALOT of pictures!haahah.everyone went to macs later and was like complaining.everyone said they missed 1c.i never saw jiawei so happy before.i NEVER saw joel and wenjun talk so much before!cause in 2b, they're really queit. SIGH. everyone loves 1c! ARGH I LOVE 1C TOO. i was really happy la! and when i called annette to tell her, i was practically SCREAMING! ARGHHHH! hahahaha. me and bel also got pushed in some pathetic plastic thingy.so cooooooooool la.there's this mini skateboarding 'ring thingy.which is kinda cool.YEAH!hahahaha.then we took cab to jurongpoint! the uncle only allowed 4 people la.so lukke,me and bel.then william sat in front.the uncle was so cold.never even respond!hahah.bel's camera is really nice btw!hahaha.i found a paper in the pencil case i was given. and its REALLY COOOL!annette must remember okay!! it refers to you! ' FRIENDSHIP OFTEN ENDS WITH LOVE, BUT LOVE IN FRIENDSHIP - NEVER! ' argh i love 1c alot. i miss it.everyone loves 1c. I NEVER SAW THE 2B PEOPLE SO HAPPY TODAY.I SAW THEM AS THE 1C OF LAST YEAR. (actcually much nicer)

1C ROCKS.

camp/ an2s 2--5/ (: smiles.

2005-05-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

camp!starting was okay.then we played this wooden thingy.yeah girls rocked.um,night hike was kinda cool.but very scary.hahaha.THANKS DOOD:)for erh being there? yeah.then was abit sad later.2nd day,did the balancing-on-the wood thingy at a high level.yeah it was scary. cause im scared of heights.dancers all rushed after kayaking.yeah christabel was abit worried.then at dinner don't know what happened.i got shouted at.but neverminnd, maybe i shouldnt have urged her to hurry.okay so camp.then 2b dancers all thought they ruined the whole dance.but we ended up getting first(: all the hard work.hais=/ hahahaha.so glad.yeah.

let every breath
all that i have/
never cease to worship you.
SHOUT TO THE LORD ON THE EARTHH
AND HE"LL SEE!

dance

2005-05-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

stayed back for advertisement thingy for camp.haha,until 7.then went to dover for 8.afew things happened.haha.water water.got to pack for camp!

jeraldine.

2005-05-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

cut hair shorter=/went queensway with chris.pink waterbottle.PINK>erhhh,hahah.UM,jeraldine cheer up and we <3 you.see you around.sulin and i've started a blog.its dailyscoop larh.yeah after her exams,then we will like do it nicely,then offically publish it(x

cut hair

2005-05-02T14:18:00.000-07:00

HAHA!kay, i went to cut hair with sulin.so now i have short hair=/. i told the person ' can already ' 1o times,but she kept cutting so YEAH.haha!

1c!

2005-04-30T10:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday was NAPHA.aiyah,everything went okay except for inclined i guess.then i cried): haha.but who cares man!Im not blogging about that.after NAPHA,me and bel played captains ball.then when we remixed team,we decided to have a 1C team against the rest ''mixtures''. AND WE WON(: 1c spirit.

i've never felt so happy!

2005-04-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

i've never felt so happy !after talking to hazel for so long on that rooftop that day i've realised alot of things larh.im so happy now.today is the FIRST day in 2005 i've never felt so happy. today i laughed alot, HURHURHURHUR.so many people say i laugh so funny.its not larh,and its not sarcastically ok!hhurhru!!!i really love today, i really love God.God never leaves you!im gona wear THAT crucifics everyday; cause it guided me from p3-p6!sec2now!so gona do it RIGHT man! i love my life! i hope bel will find herself soon!!DONT SAD DONT SAD.(:hahaha. its like, YAH LARH, im not gona be so sad loookin or serious, or be so hyper! those arent me larh,cz when im hyper i relly loose control.and its like when i dont smile and stuff,i make myself sad!wonder why i was like that!haha but thanks to GOD GOD GOD GOD,im not like that now! YES(:haha.im MYSELF ><><>< me myself i .haha i think from the rooftop day onwards,i've grown closer to hazel and luke.arhah,HURHUR^100,luke.hurhur!yesyesyes oh man.i think me and hazel are going to be BEST friends for life! she knows about EVERYONE larh . for eg.bel chua,yeo,sulin,luke,annete,dorcas,darren,terrance,spencer,

vertical horizon!
so you sailed away into a grey sky morning

stayover at hazel's

2005-04-24T15:45:00.000-07:00

Yesternight i went to stay over at hazel's house.reached at like 8+pm.it was superfun. first we entertained this chi girl,and we played catching.it was hot=/,haha.then we bathe,and drank JAMINE TEA(;.it was like 11.50 then we counted down to 12.then we played hide and seek in the dark.it was very scary larh,cause we culdn't see anything in the dark,so yeah.then we saw on the ROOFTOP(: and like drank milk+ chocolate.we later called chris yeo,who din answer (cause it was like 1am plus),so later like we called luke and otehrs.on the 2nd attempt,luke answered.YEAH.okay so later we talked and talked until like 4.15 where like we all went to sleep(x so yeah! HAAZEL ROCKS.

weird.

2005-04-21T19:21:00.000-07:00

tuesday's windsurfing was fun;
kayy,so today i stayed back to do recording for lit proj,we were recording just outside T ZONE=l ; hahah THANKS; hisyam,kennedy,jarold,SOMEunknown , chris yeo, dorcas for helping out!hahaha,my group was like just randomly asking people to come, esp those with DEEP DEEP voices.hahaah,so funny larh.

read theblog. i said i must see it happen one more time and it did. so how now.okay,lets see if anything happens.one more time,then ill decide(x but the charcater is GOOD okay.

arhh,what am i talking about >< okay, nevermind,SWEATING like nuts now.byebye,tc.

RECOVERED

2005-04-17T21:22:00.000-07:00

baptism service today.watched my dad get baptised(x haha shaun is my god-brothher,yeah and he's in my church.so cool right! yarh, he broke his specs so hes gona wear some nerd specs.LOL>< so funny larhh,SO COINCIDENCIAL(:ANYWAY,ME AND MAPLE are testimonial maraton partners!we have been like writing so many testimonials to each other!haha cant wait for our SECRET DATE>< TOMORROW AND ON *HRUMPH* hahaha!whee>< Joelynn rocks.and i feel so happpy.hisyam is abit hypper suddennly ERM TODAY IS HAPPY BEST FRIENDS DAY!(x

exercising

2005-04-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

Haha,Today was great!woah!loved it man!woke up at errh10.45pm?.First time i've done that on a Saturday due to choir every week at 7(:Anyway!At first it was Quite boring,just checking blogs and stuff (not studying at all., but later i went to meet sulin!Then, we went to daily scoop to eat ICECREAM-simply chocolate(: We ran to the dono-what condominium,oh yeah!its Ridgewood!And we just swam there, ( trespassing ).Swam 9 laps altogether and erh, played Q,alot.Then we ran back later.At Daily Scoop, we took alot of RETARDED pictures (X

thinking

2005-04-09T21:25:00.000-07:00

Everyones moving fast,
noone's stopping.
No one has paused,
just to look back.

complain and compained,
thats all we all say.
we disliked 05
loved 04.

Now everyones moving,
oh yeah,moving fast ;
not forgetting the past
but just looking past;

what was once shared,
is lost now.
the passion of memories once shared,
is just a chapter of that tear,

tear of moments in our lives;
we all led.
now this moment,
we're all set,
for tomorrow and the future,
but many arent looking back
--
YESTERDAY"S 2004 1C.

orientation,everything was SO fun!then we all werent at all united.oky,so we were the naughtiest.drove miss lau up the wall.got bookings from miss toh.all <3 mr chan right!
yeah,groups formed fast. everything was just,JUST great!
I HEART 1C! chalet chalet!
we went to wild wild wet and yeah,<3333 IT!then the BBQ,cycling,beach,playing in the playground,accident with the small boy, eating at the erh coffeshop there, watching THE CHAMPION!, nightwalk!,captains ball, monkey, swimming, ice cream!.
--
thinking back of 1C, i really wonder how 2B will end up like, I really do.I love 1c and 6A alot,2B now is not united,not strong,friendships not standing,studies deteriorating, attitude falling, problems arousing,bad reputation, teachers bad books.

werent all these 1C last year, but we changed it with our own hands!WE CHANGED OUR CLASS TO STRANGERS TO BEST FRIENDS. FROM NAUGHTY TO SMARTY. FROM UN united TO UNITED. That! was the 1c Spirit.

reaccount

2005-04-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah,whats happening.has it gone worse?.So i heard more about it and yeah im scared.she's scared.whats happening.whos crying.we are.whats that.

VENGANCE
cant we be friends?
'its just friends'
i said to you.
nothing more?
i cant promise you.

vengance,its not worth it
trust me my friend
i see hatred growing,
trust me dear,
its not stopping.

the weeds are springing ;
flowers ARE blooming.
our friendship's still standing,
its not glooming.

Sunshine's coming,
out of the rain.
I see a rainbow out there,
Oh,its glowing.

We wernt strong,
but that was the past.
Its the present now,
and i can assure you.
What we dindnt have,
we have now.
United togehter,
thats what we glam.

Your vengance,
Your Jealousy,
it will not stop us,
not today not tomorrow,
we will continue to guard
Oh,against you

But please stop,
we're getting scared;
It's really not to late
to back down.

I love you alot
i assure you ;

Just dont hurt me please
and i'll continue ;
being that friend of yours
till eternal.
--
i call out for h e l p *

this week.afew problems.

2005-04-08T19:31:00.000-07:00

One week's round up, haha. This week , met with a couple of problmes.Prayed to God about it,and its' more or less settled.I really pray she will not be jealous, i pray she will not be.I do not want her to hold hatred in her heart okay. AMEN GOD!

Windsurfing is getting kind of troublesome. Im sure sammi and chris agree with me. Cause we gotta' like change.make our way there.then bath&more. Haha, but the process is quite fun!Last week,Debbie sailed very farrr.

During PE,we learned some rock'in cool hazelnut dance thing,which is fun!Haha!Okay,i really really pray thatshe will not be jealous ; Pray he is Okay too.

-lonely rocks.
Im so lonely
Mr lonely.
I have nobody
to call my own!
GIRL!
--
It's 8th april!Tests coming up,OMAN i, really , pray.pray.pray.

GOLD WITH HONOOURS

2005-04-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

FAIRFIELD METHODIST,SECONDAY SCHOOL ; CHOIR
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--
everyone was screaming,almost all the girls were crying.the guys,some cried.everyone screamed>everyone! we did not know we cld make it, because we rushed thru the songs.then our conductor told us "gold with honours was out of the question, and we cld only hope for GOLLD then''. means we cld have gotten silver?!!! then ppl started crying.

when they announced fairfield methodist. (before tt, they said no cheering till the end )

they said..
Fairfield methodist, secondary...
GOLD -pause-
WITH HONOURS.

EVERONE JUMPED OFF THEIR SEATS AND SCREAMED

thoughts and reflections.

2005-04-03T16:00:00.000-07:00

Okay, so its a Sunday.I've been viewing afew sec4s blogs and i've realised their ways of writing and use of language are like much better than our improper use of words.So, im trying to be more matured here.haha(x Example of really good blogs, Kenneth Fong's.Yes Jeraldine,Kenneth Fong.I think he's blog is ROCKINGCOOL.Cause his english is just wonderful,with his bombastic words!

Anyway, so its a Sunday with no rain.Quiet,suddenly.

I' don't want another pretty face,
I'd don't want just anyone to hold
I'd don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

-Beautiful Soul by Jesse Mcartney.
Beautiful song.Beautiful!

Tomorrows SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL for choir.MMM,its quite scary la.Nervous i guess? I wonder how Tomorrow will be like.MMM, will be skipping quite a no. of classes.haha, rejoice (cause the homework's not done yet).I got to improve on my maths,slacking.I mean like,Mr Gan.'s disappointed with me, obviously.

Poor mabel is being spammed with her hp.Sickening people sending sick messages to her. Poor her;/ haha.

It's raining.Sulin,we want play):Hows the project going along?Hope its good,but dont over-do it kay.She has feelings,she can be hurt too.haha/warn the rest too! mmm,just test her,and avoid suspicion!Tag her more,and like comfort her with the tags,so it wont be that' obvious.

Tomorrow Im gonna wake up at like 5.00am?Meeting Jo* at 6.00 at 7-11,cause we're going to Cabby to school.Then change,makeup, physical warmup, voice warmup,and then' we'll be going!

haha,pray!

It's SUNDAY,queit one,boring.
Quite cool that Jeraldine's suddenly gone all matured in her blog.Haha,so happy for her;/

PRAY FOR SYF (:

i love bob

2005-04-02T21:59:00.000-08:00

hello! this is hazel under the guest blog thing :) fwahahaha.. i know what soph's password is, want me to tell you? haha jk jk..

anyway, i don't know what i'm supposed to write here, so i'll just elaborate on how cool sophia is

first up - 1. sophia's funny
2. sophia's cute
3. sophia's pretty
4.SOPHIA DELETED THIS.
5. sophia's smart
6. sophia's cool
7. sophia's friendly
8. sophia's passionate
9. sophia's lovely
10. sophia's full of God's love!

i first met her in primary 3. we were SO NAUGHTY. and there were two other girls, Lynette and Jacinth, we were known as the 4 musketeers. oh yeh, and we used to be really stupid, and do all these stupid and random stuff. i think we almost made our teachers cry...

sophia and i were like the "bosses" of the 4 musketeers - haha it was really really dumb. and we'll like make lynette and jacinth throw away our rubbish or else we'll sack them (poor them).

poor lynette decided to quit our group cos she went to another class.

:) sophia's been in all my classes from primay 3 right through 6... we used to have all these petty fights and play table tennis together or go to her house and go on random adventures... we'll ride on a bike together and she'll like crash into a rock (she actually injured herself once) HAHA.. and we'll ring ppl's doors and run away.. haha and then in primary 5 i dunno what happened but we like strived to become nerds and suddenly changed completely! we're christ LOVERS.

and now sophia's a nerd :)aaawww... a balanced nerd.

OH YEAH and soph and i spied on this toilet cleaner who like whistled at us, we were so so so scared that we ran to the toilet cubicle screaming our pants off and stayed in there for like 10 mins. it was so freaky.

we kept on spying on him.. everytime we went to the toilet we'd bring like a weapon - paranoid.. i think he quit his job because of us..

there was once i called her all the way from australia just to listen to her fav song by taufik batisah.. haha i was like what the? and she also told me how pimples she had.. haha

we both like watching lavender and BGS and the champion! qiyuwu is soooo cool... and so is ambrose hsu..

haha i rmb how we would like pretend to put on american accents during sch or in some taxi.. so funni..

yeah so the moral of the story is:

1. if u haven't gotten to know sophia lim hui SHIN well.. now's da time.. fwahahha

2. sophia's cool..

3. so phee ah is my best fren..

4. i need to pee really bad..

things going.

2005-04-02T13:30:00.000-08:00

haha, so that was just a shout out to sulin.hmm, anyway SYF s on monday!pray for us please. we really want to win it badly.the last few weeks, has been the first time, FIRSt time, in my life that ive really felt REAL music and i think this time, we're united as ONE VOICE, ready for SYF.after all the ups and downs, with joan crying, so many people crying, we've FINALLY made it.i really felt we were united as one today. hoping that we would get the GOLD WITH HONOURS on monday.pray(:hard!

cross counttry >> maple tann SUUFEN. you did very very well okay, i bet like you tried your best.i mean of course you tried your best!SO, dont be sad or discouraged ok.theres always a NEXT TIME.
victoria-dont be sad too(:
nic-this yer's competition was tough,so dont be sad you dropped positions. i think you did really well already!haha!

-cause when she dances she goes and goes!

syf

2005-04-02T13:22:00.000-08:00

sulin wrote a shoutout for me
"sophialim hui xing;
haha we've been friends for like,394832 years?
well,okay it SEEMS long.
remember mrs moo?
i only went there twice,hahah.
wonder if she still remembers me.
anyway,
ILOVEYOU TILL UMMM, THE TSUNAMI SWEEPS ME OFF MY FEET!
and i'll always be there for you!
just like you've been there for me ALL THE TIME.
throughout all the silly BBD things and the daoing BBD part and'll.
yeah,i've realised that many friends i thought i could've trusted and counted on have failed me.
but you have not!
haha.((:
i miss those days we used to sneak into freesia and play at the pool,and you dunking me in 598438574 times and throwing my slippers down the waterslide.
and those measley obstacle courses we had.
basketball is still fun YEAH?
we dont care whose in the basketball court,
it doesnt affect us.
kayy,lets sneak into freesia one day again!
haha and run to that place to swim and play squash.(x
your cross country's tomorrow right?
wish i could support you but ohwells.
im sure you'll do just fine.
i know we both have very busy lives, but hope we'll be besties forever.<3<3"

okay,so thanks for it alot :D.haha.now ill write one for YOU!
mmm,
SOONG SUULIN:
thanks for alwys being there for me too.
like when i had problems with my friends,
and all teh crazy things we did larh.
freesia woods,daily scoop.BBALL.
actcually,one day lets thank bbd for drawing us closer.
i guess hes really helped us together?
and all because of him, i know more of your friends,and your life.
all be cause of him, i love bb more,cause at first we went to play so that you could see him yeah. so lets thank him.haha THANKS BBD.not that he will read it. arhh,im lame.
anyway yup, we DID meet at mrsKAO's tuition.which is kindda weird.irony lar. i mean we only met twice and exchanged contacts&stuff? that was kinda fast &fated.
hm,then we arranged to play, and all went well right.we werent' even akward with each other,which is kinda weird , cause its not really me to be THAT a CHATTERBOX at the start. i guess its just FATE again&haha.
then all the pranks,going to sophh hoons house.&skateboarding<3 haha. what else man! GOING TO CLEMENTI MRT remember?getting lost! asking for directions. OMAN>embarrasing.haha. it was just SO FUN! we've done so much!
haha. and your such a GREATGREAT friend. it seems like we've known each other for MANY MANY days too!haha. hope we will stay close FOREVER yeah.
PLAYMATES HM(:h

cross country!

2005-04-01T14:11:00.000-08:00

ok.so cross country was TODAY.the moment>haha. so nervous, that i was shaking while putting on the safety pins.haha.starting arh. the sec1girls ran SO FAST.its like, un beliveable larh!i was so scared id lack.haha.in the end i lost to 3 sec1 girls.haha.so tenth position.19.17.i wna do better next year,ibelieve!!!

SYF is next mon! 3 more DAYS. THREE.o man! DIE lol.everythings going well so far,hope we wont screw things up.

ilovecross country*

-cause when she dances she goes and goes

oh\yeah, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY

cross country.

2005-03-29T21:08:00.000-08:00

cross country at mac ritche is coming up.man,ifeel the stress.so much competitors. hmm, i think the atheletics and some netballers are the main competition.friendship ,i dont know.i only know i love hazel,joelynn,sulin.SUULLINN>>CHEERUP THOSE TAGS ARE LIKE SO MEANGINGLESS LARH, just trying to add sorrow to your life!ARGH! if its marcus, arh,it s like so scary!dont worrk kay(((: hm. SQUIRTS not so united now, but i realise it isnt important, as long as i dont get depressed. i rely on each one of them differently, cause all 3 are different but AS EQUALLY UNIQUE in their own ways. serious,speaking deep down.i think smtimes i get too caught up with one friend and ill forgeet the other.thats a weak point for me.but i cant help it(:i think im happy.hm.i dont know.im sad too.

syf is next monday.they have not said who will be in syf or not.naturally, i guess i will belong to the minority party):aiyah,what am i talking about.

-cause when she dances,she goes and goes

truth

2005-03-28T19:43:00.000-08:00

realisation only 3 ppl i can count on .

hazel will forever be my best friend.
joelynn will forever by my BESTEST sister.
i will NEVER have ANOTHER sister unless i can find smone AS NICE AS HER.
sulin is the NICEST mg girl you can ever find. if you ppl out there see her as a different way, its jz cause you dont know how shes really like.

OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE> and you will see thse 3 ppl are the BEST PPL to be with. u can NEVER EVER E VER FAIL to count on them.

jeraldine will FOREVER be remembered as my buddy . my sports companion and the person whos always there for me in scl anytime.
the only thing stopping me from being SO CLOSE To her, is cause of obstacles.
but i believe we both can count on each other. i dont know how she feels baout it larh. i dont care.thats how i think anyuway.she rocks.

chrsistabel is my friend whom i can only. ONLY. be with when im happy.shes good for companion when your happy.

----
i know enoch can help me ANYTIME i need help. but im sorry. i only limit myself to tell my problems to those 3 ppl with my really important problems.only those 3 can really encourage me.
ilovethem.

ilovehazel
ilovejoelynn
ilovesulin

happybdaybel.

a long time.

2005-03-25T09:40:00.000-08:00

heya!
its been a long time since ive blogged, compared to the past.sigh.haha.the last feew weeks haven been kinda interesting.windsurfing.bel chua coming to my house.sulin and i.jurong east library with squirts.first offical outing with squirts.ok yeahh. and performance.

squirts outing.
squirts consist of me,bel yeo,dorcas , and annette.we went to erh,orchard for our first offical outing.we took 4 sets of neoprints which turned out SUPER SUPER nice>>))haha,it was just excellent.then we went to watch the son of the mask which is such a funny movie.loved it so much man.then we went a lil shopping,before me and bel went back for choir practice.ccause it was our performance night.

performance.
i dont know how it went.all i knew was that the 2nd time,we were late and everythign was chaotic.dont know what happened larh.isit because my hands have not been on the computer for too long that im getting quite tired to type now. haha.

bel coming to my house.
hmm.it was SO fun! we sneaked into freesia woods but GOT CAUGHT.then we sneaked AGAIn, this time posing to be a friend of a maid, whom we walked in with.haha.then we played the water slide and SWIMMING POOL >hot choc and ice cream. and studied:).then we played badminton where the shuttlecock got stuck on the shelter.so we climbed up it. and using a hose, we tried to water it down?strange larhhh.

bel YEO and me studying.
at the end of march hols,on a SUNDAY.i went to scl to study with bel YEO.but then my mom called later to say it was dangerous.before that, we had SO MUCH FUN!taking the ARTISTIC pictures,lyk a rubbish bin.ourselves.the security guard posin with his glassers!!haha.and our reflections?then we went to DAILY SCOOP> / < wherewe studdied , JOKED . i choked on my ice cream.haha.then she came to my house to *study*.

later i went to play with sulin : )

jurong east library
went there with the squirts.so fun.but we din do any work.haha this checkered t shirt guy kept looking at us in macdonals.guess we making a loud commotion larh.then the whole gang also look at us.but he was like the only one that looked super friendly:)

windsuring.
wohho.change of instructor for awhile.at firs ti liked it, but later on>not.windsurfin was SO FUN!for the first time, we got to REALLY go windsurfin.SO SO COOL! kept falling!!now i have the bruises as evidence.haha.SOSOSOSOSOSO fun > serious!

staying back on weds.
stayed back to do 'project.then studied:)then tuitioned.haha

THURS.
was followin friday's timetable.ok so got in for cross country.yah.. but im so stressed up! ireallywanttowinitman. im scared i cant.sigh.

today!
its good friday!Jesus is gona die for us.i feel so blessed.later going library with the squirts to really study!

so now my life is going quite ok , with some ups and downs.generally, my f ri ends that have been with me in the past are still stickin with me.like jeraldine and belleSULLIN too joelynn!.but i think im drifting from sammi, cause i dont talk to her that much now.hahaha.HAZEL HASNT BEEN GOING ONLINE FOR SO LONG>>WOAHHH IMISS HHER.:(.
i still love 1c.everyones been improvin in grades!woohho.im so happy with my remarks this year.i really want to try my best.and i pray hard that 1c may be united.i mean it erally can come true. cause EVERYONE is working hard.WENJUN got a 9 for his l1r5. terrance got 3 as?! how amaazing man.everyone EVERYONE has been improving!i love it!
cross country coming.haha said it already.so stressed. squirts are ok.but sometimes ups and downs.and i dont notice it.how come !! i dont know why i never feeel left out there.but they always feel left out.aha.take turns somemore.lOL!but now everyones ok!!!
i love 2b.
i love 1c more.
i love 6a the MOST.

i love hazel.
i love bel chua/and sulin.
i love joelynn.
i love jeraldine/andgang.
i love the squirts.
ILOVEEVERYONE!

imgonamakesurethatiwontlikeanyoneforquitealongtime, so that i can really STUDY:)

was the update long.haha.
SYF is coming.

squirts ROCK..

2005-03-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

ok today's squirts officall *outing. not realyl an outing.. anyway we wnt to macs. ordered food .. then later realise aANNETTES BAG WAS STOLEN > then she cried. tried to comfort her. me and bel went to er.go ard clementi to try find for SUSPECTS>LOL> but ended up buying handphone case :)then it was raining and we walked to the police station. SQUIRTS ARE SO UNITED OK.cause we only got one umbrella.so me n bel went first.then THE BUS SPASH WATER AT US.then later ir an backw ith the umbrella > already wet..then me dorcas annette go together.then later at polcoe sation, they asked us to wait.so we went toilet. THEN we said we came all the way to the polcice sation to go toilet! HAHAHAHA!then we took cab.the taxi driver only 50yrs old!haha. he looked so young..then school.annette go donno wherre.then the rest of us did *project*.THEN THE EXCITING PART CAME ; nothing happened.some billy thing la.haha.neverminnd..anyway.SQUIRTS ROCK>so fun!

DID I MENTION TO YOU THAT CHRISTABEL YEO HUI FANG CAN BE VERY LAME ALTHO SHE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE SHE IS?!
hahahaha. we wanted to buy EGGS.then i asked if she wanted to buy.then she pointed to her body and said she had it already.. LOL
if you dnt understand, its ok.

then the way she always *talk back at us so funn-y!!!!!LOL!
and in the bus onthe way to macs. we made a fool out of ourselves la. annette;s laughter can last for like forever.and it IS IS IS contageious like SIAO OK!lol!

byebye.

almost here.

2005-02-27T15:10:00.000-08:00

Artist: Brian McFadden
Song: Almost Here
Album: Irish Son

(feat. Delta Goodrem)

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

she

2005-02-25T15:50:00.000-08:00

my gd friend hurt me today.
very badly
im not going for 1c reunion or outing.
i dont want to say anything about it lar.
if not she will say im sensitive again.
ahaah
i am sensitive..
ok.
cant say nything about it.

whole week.

2005-02-18T22:22:00.000-08:00

recapping.

monday.
i think i had the monday blues;
cause i was very tired.lol.
went for ADP talk.

tuesday
windsurfin!so excited.it was so fun;
balanced on board and swimming test etc.
got tanner la.
but got bites from stone fish?
which is kinda itchy.lol.

weds.
projectR. had stomachache.
but still ran la; quite okay this time la.
bought water and stuff.hahahaha.

thurs.
left scores at choir room ; then had to get
it back from mrLoh.so scary.. ;

friday.
PE was fun.SO fun.love meet the parents.
but im NOT QUEIT.in class as they think la.
but im happy : )

tmr.
woho.concert and workshop!shooping!

capcap.

2005-02-14T22:17:00.000-08:00

friday.
er.good.okkay.

saturday.
went choir.
I LEFT MY PENCILCASE BEHIND.
&so aprt from thhat.
played basketball <3!
anniwae.
we played with erh. the same people :)
simon was coming from my aus.
erhh , my cousin larhh.

sunday.
church cell.kairen looked difd tooday.
wore spectacles.
i think alot of people took notice.
cause its quite a drastic change.
iguess.hahahaahahahahaha.
errrrh,YUP(X
pencil case , LOST.
bought new pens&stuff.
windsurfing on tues!

sucky day.

2005-02-12T19:38:00.000-08:00

today's a bad day.
dindt even get to play basketball.
if i knew, i d like just go play myself.
so left out.
talk here talk there.
no one sees me.
no one to play with.
oh wait , no chance to play at all.
tomorrow's gona be worst.
yucks.

supply and demand

2005-02-10T10:30:00.000-08:00

Bold the things that apply to you.

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me
i am an only child.
i am a shopoholic.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
my parents are strict.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to. IFIWANTTO!:)
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a guy.
i have way too many purses.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.[i'm usually late]
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach!![ALOT]
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.(sometimes)
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love guys that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.it depends, cos sometimes i DO.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense in direction.
i miss elementary school.yes yes yes!!
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love kisses on my forehead.
i love the color pink. [ORNAGE HELLO!]
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate liars. [not hate larh.just..]
i like comfy sweatpants.
i can play the piano.the basics
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.[OMYGOSH!YES!]
i hate the feeling of failure
i have friends in other countries.[HAZEL]
i know how to cook.[BITS]
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
hate being alone. not hate larhh.!
i love summer.
i love the weekends
i love black eyeliner.
i think im pretty.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.[andimgoing WINDSURFING]
i have bad memories.
i go to church
i sing in the shower.[HAHA:)]
i have never been camping.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters. [MYHEART!]
no one knows my full story of my life.cept.GOD!
i am close with my parents.more mum than dad.
i don't have a curfew.

basketball.

2005-02-09T20:53:00.000-08:00

so i got into windsurfing :)
and icannt waiit! hahaahha.
gona be tan lyk mad latter larhh.
played basketball at ss couurt ;
with sulin *of coz.
and two other ppl ,jon n nic.
it was funn ,hahahha.the first came was so bo chap lykkdat. cz we won!hahahha.then the 2nd they won.3rd was full court - so we wre losing.had to go home in e middle.hai but they wld have won aniwaee.they're so pro.hahahaha.so fun :)but not the blister part :(

happynewyr:)

poifull!

2005-02-04T08:55:00.000-08:00

erm.recapping. my,anette dorcas and chris yeo are called

THE SQUIRT bottles. :)

hahaaha.friday we were squirrtin water at each other.
um POILFULL rocks.its very very very nice to eat.im gona
eat it for a long long time.yupyup.
er sundays at SPH tmr.
basketballing today.hahaaha .
choir was an improvement. at least it was better.we had to sing * teh *. the girls did it not bad! hahaa. altos were like laughing. then had to take measurements for new dress.
now im eating curry chicken :)super nice.hahaha

PS: I GOT INTO WINDSURFING . YAY!

change.

2005-02-02T14:45:00.000-08:00

hearllo.hihiyupyup.things are like better now. i have 2 cliqeus. annette dorcas chris yeo and me &&&& siew yi and dawn. both very funn.hahahaha.but different also.ilikeboth lor.hahaha.aniwae&choir auditions for me tmr.cause i dindt get judged that day mah.sore throat.so wl said next time then they judge.so kind rite.hahaha.erm ive stopped eatin seaweed chicken.yuyup.

sulinn;nonoiwont like ..r, impossible one lar.

bbd

2005-01-30T16:40:00.000-08:00

sulin/dont be sad okk =] im always here forr u .lalalalala.yupyup and erm. i dono lar. today see first kays. then u make ur final decision!! :D

loveyalowts.

seaweed chicken!

2005-01-28T22:54:00.000-08:00

i forgot to add my mom bought one whole packet of seaweed chicken for me cz she knows i love it so much!!!!

=]

im so happy!!

2005-01-28T14:38:00.000-08:00

im relly so happy todae. i was first girl e class. and the best thing is my timing!! * HAAAHAH. im relly relly relly happy. its 11.51 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy!! RELLY RELLY happY!! the best timing in my class is 9.16 by boy lar.im no 7 OVERALL IN CLASS>the first 6 all boys.hai!haha. SO HAPPY!!

CONSTRUTCION

2005-01-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

blog is under reconstruction / orw atever.hahahaha.MY LINKS DONT WORK.

moo moo.

2005-01-19T16:49:00.000-08:00

i went battlefield trip.so saddening//arhahaha.cant wait for projectR.super excited/

RUBIN HURRICANE CARTER

2005-01-15T17:03:00.000-08:00

the show "HURRICANE" 's made for RUBIN HURRICANE CARTER.it is SUPER touching. this guy ,rubin was a professional wrestler.one day a murder happened where alot of people died in the pub.rubin was arrested for murder.but he DIDNOTMURDER the people. he appealed twice to NO AVAIL.finally, he wrote a book abt himself.and a guy who read his book was so inspired he got his canada friends to help him,determined to let rubin get out of jail.he visited rubin and later brought his frens to meet him.they had to go thru MANY evidences and later found out that ALL THE EVIDENCES WERE FAKE AND NO ONE GAVE CORRECT TESTIMONIALS.the only correct evidence was that A LAWYER WHO WAS ENGaged to help rubin earlier on found out that rubin was not the murderer and was sadded so much that there was no justice in the world that he diedd later.Rubin HURRICANE carter had suffered for THIRTY30 yrs in prision for something he never did.he neva gave up too.on the 9th November.1985.he appealed for the third time with the guy and his canadaian frens to help him.he was finally let out.when he was 50yrs old.the canadian frens wnet to so much an extent to help rubin that they moved country to the place of the scene of murder.when rubin lost motivation,they cheered him on by trying all means to visit him&giving him photos.

3oyrs and this man suffered.after he was let out,the Court had tried to put him back in jail again , to no avail>>the court&&police did not want to be known that they had given fake evidence and fake arrestment.

UNTIL TODAE,the real murderes of the PUB scene has NEVER BEEN FOUND.

*this is a real story.the tv show is called " the hurricane"

maths

2005-01-14T21:33:00.000-08:00

ohyea, btw maths rocks.esp.standard form!

yesh

2005-01-14T21:28:00.000-08:00

heyy! yes-for2.4km todae i bweobiwasteibitheihfihffirstigeigbgirlstibs to reach the stopping point.erm,i just ate mos burger.ok..

to fishstrike.

2005-01-14T19:50:00.000-08:00

fishstrike:im sorrry okkie.i thinnk its beczz at first once i founnd bell- idd go with her ritte.im sorry . tmmr's friday and her recess same as minne.ill stick with yar.i knoww it was barrd lar to do thhat.i wont do it. i wi i l c h a nn g e //hhahaha!:)erm-GOOD FRENS rite-thank u SO MUCH for taking care of me EVERY recess WITHOUT FAIL lar.its quite rare to finnd lykkdat-cz even my belly- iss noott until so devotted/loyal/sympatising as u .im sorry and THANKsS so much once again:)

tomorrow is PE;i hope ill be the oigsodgnnofirstaiosgoagigirligagsbg to reach thhe aroppinf poinnt.i shdnt get hopes too high thou,SIGH.last yr was always 2nd.quite demoralising.

cross counntry is gonna be aibfaosfbiworthhsfbsltrainingfonosforme..so i will oaotbaopractiseotibveryysfknfafhaofhharddgbsoforaskfbait.ifbafihope jeraldine wld also get top 20 too.can see shhe relly wants to get it this ye rd.//iialsoneedtoprovetomyclass.

ASTHETICS

2005-01-11T16:49:00.000-08:00

heyy!ERM&there was asthetics thingy yesterday. i signed up for wind surfing!can't wait man --- hahaha.there was this soccer thing goin on , so funny.yup//class getting betta/our class opening up noww.haiya,so now so noisy.yearh.annette's so nice.hahahaha.OK.need to go MATHS TUITION homework lar.PS//Mr Ganesan is quite a NICE and GOOD teachher//imean hes such a jokker larr/although he's quite strict with his markking : )hahahaa//oh MAN jeraldine's weds recess is channged/HAIYA.:(

cross necklace

2005-01-09T14:49:00.000-08:00

i just received the cross necklace from hazel as my bdy present.thanks so much, im gonna wear it to scl everyday haha, like last time when i wore it to scl in p6.but hope i wont get caught, esp during pe :)God' will be watchin n be with mee everywhere i go.i cant wait to go for baptism class lar.need to sign up for the next class :)may school be as smooth as something smooth.--------------lame