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# evemoreee.
23:19
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dawn;
gotcha forget the unhappy past
and forgive.
start afresh yeah.
with God's help lrh.
went for baptism interview
it was duper scary at first.
or so i thought lrh(:
i thought it wld be like a strict face-to-face interview.
but it wasnt.
had to repent my sins and bad habitual sins.
like being > lazy and copying homework.
then i had to do sth which really touched me.
i had to forgive the people who's hurt me.
well, there's only two.
one's a girl, one's a guy.
okay >< so yeah i've forgiven them for
hurting me. &i actually said that i really
want to have nth to do with the dood, so that
i can like really move on.
but i learnt, that forgiving is not about
sorta FORGIVING and then PURPOSELY dont have anything to do with the dood.
forgiving is to forget about THE unhappy past
which caused me to be hurt.
to forgive her/him for hurting me.
and i forgave.
i prayed to have a higher endurance level too.
so that i wont get hurt so easily too(:
so im gona forgive, and not pretend i dont know __
not gona ACT like we're friends.
cause if we're really friends, we shldnt even be acting.
just takes things easy lrh.
natural natural easy easy.
if things cant work out, its
God's will.
but all i know is that
God wants me to fogive and forget that unhappy past.
thats what a true christian shd do(:
im not gona move on, by purposely NOT BEING _'S FRN.
i gota move on, the right way.
we will and are friends.
it doesn't matter how much pl hurt me,
cause it's really how i handle them.
cause i cant expect things to always be laid out on the table
nice and easy for me.
i've always been leaning on others for support.
this time, i gota do things myself.
this whole big thing really affected me alot.
made me cry so many days,
wasting my tears too.
i wont say im silly actually.
i just cldnt understand why it was like that.
well, i do now.
and i really cannot just pretend that _'s doesn't exist.
i gota make do with the consequences, not pretend.
God will help me out(:
like what tessa said in her blog
'i've moved on from the past, but that does
not mean i've forgotten the past '
i've not forgtten the past, but
by forgiving, i'll not
grieve over the past(:
so yeah,
tessa ; try it out too(:
sulin, yeah comon man chill(!:
its not even confirmed.
sigh and dont worry you hve my no.1 assurance,
that if anyhting does change or happen,
outa everyone in spore, ill miss you the most
my no.1-most-missed-person.
gta do as mch sports as posi
in the hols alright.
if anything does happen,
im so gona miss hazel,sulin,joelynn,
annettte,dawn,tessa,sy,jerome,shaun,
christabels,dorcas,wenxi,luke,clemence
and so many people.
and although spencer always teases pl
24/7, i bet i'll miss his teasing.
ill miss darren as SKDD'S FUUTURE'S HRUMMPH.
ayyy.
ill miss twob,ill miss onec,ill miss raffles
ill miss 6a.ill miss joyce yap,rachel lin, gen,
izzz,angie,nat,wanzS,jen and all.
ill miss jacinth,viki,charlene,yenqin,mich,
jo ng,yen fang,mich wee and so many others.
OH MAN I LOVE MY FRIENDS(:
- I THINK ALOT OF PL DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABT
SO NVM -
LOVE/ SOPH
&ill make sure ill tell you things are okay.
# evemoreee.
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